Three words...

First kiss to rip ones heart out of their chest,
Second kiss to bring you back to earth,
Hold hands because without them intertwined I'm afraid to lose you,
Hearts scarred with simple kisses to heal the wound,
But as each kiss draws to an end,
More heartstrings are tugged to draw in the one you love,
Closer...closer
Until breaths are taken from lips to lips
The one whom you wish were in your dreams every night,
So your happiness could bloom even when you're asleep,
I never knew the feeling of needing someone so much,
That when my thoughts wonder, your face is the only one I see,
Your eyes give way to my knees,
Your lips to mine,
Once again....
How do I say those words?
Three simple words,
That make my heart beat rhythmically and uncontrollably...
I miss you....

Hope In Love

When eyes gaze,
When hands touch
When hearts beat

Hope revives 
Love comes alive
Hurt fades 
Love trades 

Changing clubs for hearts,
And life for love 
A never ending cycle,

We lose in love
Only to gain love in return

The flames of desire from impulsion
To sweet subtle love 
Is abiding, loving, and beautiful,

Hope is never lost,
It lives and thrives,
Through love 
And for love... 

A Mothers' Love....

Dedicated to your lovely Mothers <3 and my incredibly beautiful mother

The life you gave,
For the life we have,
Through love and loss,
Happiness and sadness,

A mothers' touch,
To heal the wounds that bury deep within my heart,
Through the lies, truth was told from mothers lips,
Through life, experiences made from experiences expressed...


You lifted me up when falling was the only answer, 
The rock to my weary days, 
You've been my inspiration, my hope, my light,
Through darkened days...


Now i wish you safe returns towards our heart,
On this special day...
Loving you always...

Betrayal for Love

The light at the end of the tunnel shines as bright as your smile,

The heart, beats like drums, to each tempo of sorrow and happiness,

The lives of two have been destined to one,

Time goes by like never before, an endless ring of nothingness,

The separation between two lovers and their lives,

Leads to betrayal and lying ways,

Two families which choose their ways, over their children’s,

A split of those who believe in the impossible to happen,  

Death breaks enemies to the desire of sadness…

Her Marked Heart...

To write love on her arms;

With the very ink that touched her heart,
With the very eyes that caught her gaze,
With the very grasp that held her hand,
And the very lips that brought her happiness...
She has given her heart to him,

Will he return;
The words that left his subtle lips; 
And calmed the weary storms...
The eyes that unlocked her consciousness;
And made her stumble...

The time well spent;
Counting stars amongst the blanket of the darkness...
Catching the sunset while it ripples through the sky...
Watching the moonlight as it danced across the translucent lakes...
Memories - everything from first glances to last chances...

Could she let the ink materialise?
Fade as though it was never there, 
Leaving no scars;
Nor marks,
No signs...
Will her heart revive? 

To write love on her arms...

Mothers Day...

On this special day I dedicate this poem to you my lovely mother.

The spirit on which you passed to me from conception has had ups and downs;

But with your love within my hands I thank you for giving me my first breaths.

The love of which you carry within your warm arms are that of our abundance of joys. 

Our spirits are within in your keep sake.

The appreciation of this one day lives for many others; 

Breaths for many others. 

This time may be dragging for one year. 

When you can celebrate the love a mother; 

Everyday; 

Of each other’s existence.

Although we go through things, every so often, 

We forget who really cares and looks after -

Those who see life as simply walking around with the dead.

The mothers love brightens everyone’s faces;

smiles appear for the depths of a young Childs face.

My sweet mother

Love you always and forever my sweet mother; 

never forget that even though we act out of proportion doesn’t mean, 

we don’t simply love you...

Your presence is one that will never leave.

Love or infatuation

I see the people around me

becoming engulfed by the feeling of love and infatuation

they become hurt

they become confused

they become lost...

all I can do is listen to their pain

listen

listen

somethings cannot be repaired by simple words

somethings cannot be cured by the medicine man

somethings cannot be changed by actions taken

all that can happen is to wait

but the pain of waiting is excruciating

in reality it is not simple

it is not favorable

It is heart wrenching

and indescribable

I cannot explain the pain

to be heartbroken

to be infatuated

to be as lonesome as one who is

the only one who feels enough for both

I would create a parachute to catch you when you fall

cause that's how I am

but the intensity of the fall

depends on how close you have gotten to the sky

the closer you are the longer the fall

the more lost and light headed you get

from being too far off the ground

I want to ground you and lead you towards your desire

but the need you have for your first love is overpowering

there Is another who may capture your heart

if you let it so...

I understand your mind is confused

your heart is unpredictable

but you are noble

let yourself become who you are

don't extend far heights for someone who does not appreciate you

you are far more inclined to have someone fall for you

and give the space in their heart to you

cause they truly care...

they truly love

the side of which you show to others and yourself

the glow of you

has transfixed their gaze

could you let them in and let them love

the one you are and the one others see you as

is the same

a hopeless romantic you may be

but it might be time for someone to love you back...

to be there when you need

that hand to hold and intertwine with

the warmth of a hug from someone of love

you needn't be strong forever with this love you hold onto...

the sunshine that comes after a year of rain

illuminates the happiness that has long to be discovered.... 

To a loved one...

The days are lonely without you here beside me

What can we do but wallow away and cry by ourselves

Morbid atmosphere reigns my subconscious

And I can still think that somewhere in the world others are in more pain than myself

Dad cries in his sleep

I can imagine his dreams with you in them

Beautiful as always...

we love you forever and ever

No matter how long you have left us for

How can I not hate the world we live in

There is no other way I can express my pain and heartache

I cannot even cry anymore

My body won't allow any feeling

My love will not even let me grieve

What else can I do?

I ask you through my translucent heart..

My father he laughs

Even through hard times he believes he is strong

But the only thing that is strong

Is the scent of liquor on his breath

Every breadth of emotion he shows through his time of unconsciousness is more sufficient than his sober state

The putrid smell of human emotion is notable at his weakest and most vulnerable...

I cannot say a word for fear of losing control

Losing grasp of my reality

Falling to the depths of insanity

What else can I do ?

Nothing...

Undoubtedly silent

No reaction

To an action taken

Even the love I withhold now cannot save me

Not matter how much he thinks he can

It is inevitable for me to escape without a trace

Without noticing

What has truly left a mark on my heart

Ashes to ashes

Stones to stones

Nothing can be reversed Or remade for fear of disturbance

Fate is fate

What we lose we gain again in another lifetime

No matter how long it takes it will come again

The day when our hearts let our body go and it doesn't become a matter of who left first but who is waiting for you beyond the gates of heaven.

Beyond anything we have known before

Beyond time and space

Beyond light and dark

Beyond girl meets boy

Love is young

Love is blind

Love is innocent

Death is life

Death is miraculous

Death is inevitable

There is no one clear answer to life, death, and love

But I can feel it all coming from you my sweet mother

You rest in heaven and i have changed so much already

Letting god take you was the hardest decision to make

I don't know why

It just was

Feeling my heart becoming more and more fuller

Was different

Could you return another day and greet us with your warming presence

Please....

I can feel your rain falling from the sky

And your breath blowing through as the wind

And your heart as the warmth of the sun

But it doesn't seem to be out at the moment..

Your tone is changing to a lite pitter patter on the roof of the house

Could you be sleeping with the clouds and in grampies arms

I do hope so with a heavy heart

Tearless eyes

Makes me feel not human :(

Grief has got me again in its grasp

I am unable to let go

Unable to return to myself

Let alone open up to others

But every time the rain comes I close my eyes and think of you always

It helps me cope

Knowing pieces of you are falling from the sky

Laying upon my open hand and I can feel you absorb in my skin

I feel your loving touch again

Thank you for returning